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Stop Haunting Me, Please.I don't know where to go, when everything I believed in is right here.Stop Haunting Me, Please. by oRdinaRy33
I don't know where to run, when you follow me.
You haunt my every dream, day and night.
You follow me around, like a shadow that never disappears with the light.
I could drive for hours, but my thoughts will always be in the passenger seat.
My heart feels like a stranger beating inside my broken chest.
I can't escape you, I never will.
You are the phantom that stalks me, following me in the cold labyrinth of my mind.
You don't deserve anything from me.
Not a smile or a scar.
But why- why won't you leave me be?
Because no matter where I go, you're never very far.
Truth and LiesOh god, please don't look at me like thatTruth and Lies by ASpilledCanvas
Not with those judging eyes
Oh god, help me stop the voices
The screams of hatred
They ache my healing heart
Oh god please help me
I am so scared
I wish I knew what to do
The voices won't stop
They are so contradicting
One minute they will soothe me
Next they will send me into a whirlwind
I'm so scared
Oh god, please grant me strength
I don't want to keep crying
Damn the tears won't stop
I'm nearly drowning in my own flood
God, please make this all stop
Reaching out my fragile hands I beg thee
Make the scary voices stop
Keep those unwanted eyes off of me
Just for a moment,
Even for a second
So I can have peace.
Be FreeCan you hear?Be Free by ASpilledCanvas
That distant white noise.
Oh how barely audible.
What are you trying to tell me?
That you want to be free?
Oh you imprisoned angel
How can you stand it?
All that pent up emotion,
Stuck inside your throat
Are you scared?
To hear your voice?
Stand up for your life.
Where did those contusions come from?
You deprived cherub.
Results from your mistreatment I see..
Do your scars smolder?
How you ache to feel real,
Suffocating from lack of love
Is that the odor of influence?
Swimming in the alcoholic sea
Inhaling artificial happiness
Don't cry my love
Let me assist your tattered wings
Kiss your swelling throat
Hold you in my arms
To help you soar above the hate
Let your eyes burn
As your tears fall from your face
Open your lips
And let them know you're here
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Personal Quote: "Why does the grass feel like pants?"